Tuesday, November 29, 2005
i havent been posting for quite awhile eh.
oh well.
i just feel like crying.
so much.daddy thanks.for everything.
i really wanted you to be there.
but i didnt feel it.
ydoou yyouou yrealou ylieou ylkyou me.
its frustrating.i just hate all this alrdy.
i feel like crying so so much.
i wanted to hold your hand todayand just tell you smth.but well nvm.it aint gonna happen.(:thanks for being thereeug.i know your angry.i'm sry.i just dont know what to do.i just dont feel happy any longer.though i seem like i'm fine.where's the happy me mans.i just really wanna go back to last time.when evrything was alright.oh well.i really wish to be real happy again.i really dosee yarh. I LRVE YOU LORD.PLEASE BE THERE FOR ME.